In my dream

In my dream I am returning to Tzfas

I am kneeling by my grave

The part of me that I miss is six feet below

And I am mourning


In my dream I am talking to G-d

I am choking on my tears

G-d, how could I have known

I wasn't ready


In my dream I am walking the streets

This is where I became myself

This is where I lost myself

The day I decided to leave


In my dream I am trying

To bring it all together again

But no seconds are like the firsts

And I am slamming against a wall


In my dream I am pounding

My fist against my heart

G-d, let her out

Let me out again


In my dream I am pleading

This time, I'll waste no time

I won't be here to get high

I'll do it all for you, only for you


In my dream I am dying

And rising at the same time

Switching places with the grave

And resurrecting the real me


In my dream I am choosing

To be focused on the moment

Taking it in deeper

The second time around


In my dream I am running

Far from complacency

Far from being still

Far from every second prior


In my dream I am returning to Tzfas

I am kneeling by my birth

I am not missing any part of me

It's a light filled morning